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so since the last update forever ago alottt has happened. so lets make it short. i worked at winndixie and hated it worked at nike i was white not black so went back to winn dixie still hate it so now im employed at mcalisters and start friday. i graduate super soon and im about to shit myself im so scared. the girl i had a crush on last post most def was the love of my life for 6 months until last saturday we broke up for good(i guess) i still super like and love her but she dont want a relationship with me(btw it was meredith jones. and that is about it.
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| i suck at life |
[19 Oct 2005|11:05pm] |
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so LONGGGG time no entry probably no one noticed tho. so anyway im failing at life or more generally government and english SHIT SHIT SHIT. well im blocking it outa my mind. BUT a few minutes ago i became super sad without notice to it and this really sucks because i have not been depressed/sad for a nice bit of time and everything was looking up but with grades like i have haha who could look up but that is MOST DEFINTLY NOT WHY IM SAD.
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[11 Sep 2005|12:15am] |
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so anyway first update in a bit eh? yea im alive i guess(dont know if thats bad or good) i hate mississippi real good, its hyper hyper gay, atleast my family is ok huh? yea. so anyway ive just been chillin i guess wateevr i need to find away to get some money. any ideas give me a holla. so lets see everything is gone here in south mississippi. it sucks. guards and razor wire guarding the southside of tracks(wtf)well im getting off here i guess w/e listen to "still remains" if you will.  yea i need money.
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List five songs that you are currently 'digging.' It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good. But they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your five songs. Then tag five others to see what they're listening to.
1. bow wow feat. ciara- like you
2. cassidy-bboy stance
3. cassidy-bellybutton
4. necro-12 king pimp commandments
5. jkwon- hood hop
kadee, nick, amanda, melogna, and uhh umm someone
ok now with the real update. yea uhh idk i guess alot has happened since last update life is moveing at a fast pace, way way faster than id like it to, uhh hello ima senior GO SLOW. lol. im so scared of so much stuff right now, nervous, confused, but happy as hell. its all good. im starting to work out again. yea ima bad ass. umm mrs wades is not going good at ALL, but idk wat to do. everyother class im for surely not studying for which in turn gives horrible horrible grades. o well. umm me and amanda are not together for now, cause im retarded or bipolar one of them 2. prob both. umm idk im done with this entry kiddo's...
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| whoa |
[05 Aug 2005|11:34pm] |
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alot of stuff has happend since last entry i think umm idk. lol. i think it has. but you may not think it has. who knows. who cares. anyway. me and amanda are going out now. who woulda thunk it, btw snuck is not a real word, but anyway we started going out the 4th of now. school has started classes are as follows
1st-u.s. gov-mr. patton
2nd-homeroom
3rd-english 4-mrs. cole
4th-theatre production-mrs. wade
5th-home nigga
yea this year is goning to be damn easy i plan on nothing lower than b's but we will see wont we. i went skateing tonight with goofy. by chance i saw eric and cody at cowboys AWESOME, then after that we went to crossroads to skate and i was skateing and this girl randomly goes by me and says "your hot" and she was most def not ugly, so this put a nice smile on my face. peaople think im hot anymore in which is really wierd to me cause i think im hideous but watev this is new to me. after that we went home o btw i have my regular liscense now and can drive past 10 omfg awesome. yea. nick looked normal today. he got the daily pretty award. lol. not in a gay sense tho. o im stage prop manager and chorous in theatre. sweet. lol. umm idk i guess i should go night night now cause i got work tomorow? idk. im going shopping tomorrow. YES. hmm. i think i shall go now ill right more tomorrow maybe? bye<3
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[02 Aug 2005|05:35pm] |
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this is not true jen im not a player at all and im a virgin.
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| yea sahhh |
[28 Jul 2005|09:58am] |
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yea yea yea sahhh. long time since i updated yea. busy boy. i work now and i been skateing alot great shit i tell ya that ya hear me. b4 long ima be rideing again doug will be back to go places. idk. umm lets see ive been hanging out with taylor and mike and kadee and amanda and all them kids ya na mean. umm yea lifes been going easy thank god, which brings me to im a christian again. SCORE on my behalf. god loves you all, some may just not know it. well im going to go now byebye.
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| JULY 22 |
[18 Jul 2005|07:21am] |
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including today theres 4 more days for my birthday you niggas better hang out with me.
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[17 Jul 2005|11:21pm] |
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hmm last time i wrote in here was umm i forget. i dont care. life sucks again haha imagine that. never woulda guessed. anyway work is work and work sucks. life sucksssss. i whine, you whine, i whine more. its all good, ummmmmmmmmmm lots of stuff has happened in the time i havent updated do i care about talking about them, not really, good bye.
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| oh emm gee |
[10 Jul 2005|11:41pm] |
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melissa's b/f ryan is amazingggggggggg, cause his music is the sex. omy. yes. today was boring besides talking to him, he gave me hope all ppl dont suck, yea. well im out of here now i have work tomorow.
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| ahh |
[10 Jul 2005|02:12am] |
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dont know what we are doing for that there hurricane thing lol. idk. umm im going to bed. lifes confusing but not bad. my new board i bought yesterday, yea it got ran over, ppl are so homo.
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| yo folk lol |
[08 Jul 2005|10:55pm] |
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hey everyone how are yousss. im alright i spose nuthin to complain about besides the storm i may have to leave, eww. anyway, i got my first check today sweet, lol, i bought a new skateboard and hung out with friends literally all day thats how life should be eh? yea exactly, life not some sad shit no more i guess, maybe ive matured and something idk, im happy watever happened happened. well im going to bed i have work(ewww) lol. byebyebye.
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| my grandma's gay |
[03 Jul 2005|10:55pm] |
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yea so i went skateing with taylor and like a cop came to us at cross roads and was like go ahead and skate i dont care and left us lol, then we went to block buster and im like taylor your gay and hes like your moms gay and im like your mom defintly isnt and this random mexican dude was like my grandma is gay we found out a couple yrs ago she slept around alot. lol. it was sooooooooooo effin funny. lol well were all hanging out tomorow i guess. yup im supa happy. lol.
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| it happened all to fast to grasp it... |
[03 Jul 2005|06:53pm] |
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man the past week or w/e has been NUTS, yea, lets see awesome new friends, new job(notice the not added of awesome), and shit if i know, ive been so busy, way busy, sucks working im sure when i get paid itll be aight, well ima write later i guess, but umm peace im hungry and tired.
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| omy im soooooooooooooooooooooo freaking happy |
[26 Jun 2005|02:12am] |
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i saved my summer, it was boring, , yes, went to barnes&noble mm fun, got a english gameing mag, hawt, went to my bro's for a quick spell, fun, i like kool-aid, picked david up from b&n and went rideing, im a bad arse, yea, i like unreal championship 2, its the sex, well im uber tired call me if you guys wanna do anything pls pls pls. bye<3
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| o my it the lovely you.... |
[24 Jun 2005|11:21pm] |
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lets see thursday crap i forget umm o yea idk i know i went to the skatepark in new orleans funnnnn funnnnnn rode with ronald awesome!!!!!! lol anyway wat else. today was a whole bunch of nuthin. went to pizza hut and ate with my bro. besides that and getting unreal championship 2 for xbox at blockbuster nuthin at all. love you byebye<3
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umm ok so my life is not bad at all. friday i didnt do shit except nuthin lol. on saturday doug and i did palets and got that money nigga. lol. well anyway sunday he came and picked me up and we went to pensacola to the skatepark and rode after that we went to mr. sparrs house and spent the night and on moday we went to the park again umm there was about a million riders there except more like 10 or something lol. i had fun on tuesday i came home and was lazy and today i think im spsed to go to the trails but i think my mom is makeing me go to my brothers to visit ugh. o well. tomorow is new orleans mmm fun. give me a fuckin comment you bastards.
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| blahh |
[17 Jun 2005|02:46pm] |
umm idk wednesday i went to pensacola it started raining when i got there and then we went to ride street in mobile which we did for awhile i pussed out on a rail cause im a poon then we went to eat at not mcdonalds and it started rainging so we went to mary's house then came home.
thursday me and doug went to new orleans i rode ok got new parts w/e. im sad now but i wont write about it cause 2 many ppl on my list ha. bye<3
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[15 Jun 2005|02:58am] |
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ok went to hatties burg monday so fun we had the shittiest taco bell ever and om listen to this lol. we stopped at this getto gas station and i was doing the heel toe and these black ppl pull up and there like do the heel toe again so i doit and there like damn white boy you can do it better than me. made my life. anyway we went street rideing fun fun fun. stayed at dougs. cleared trails. came home played on come. to tired to updat good. maybe ill redo this good tomorow very doubtful. bye.<3
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| i sure do love the beatles |
[13 Jun 2005|11:48am] |
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yea i sure do love the beatles there terrif heehee heres some lyrics.
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You think you lost your love
When I saw her yesterday
It's you she's thinking of
And she told me what to say
She says she loves you
And you know that can't be bad
Yes, she loves you
And you know you should be glad
She said you hurt her so
She almost lost her mind
And now she says she knows
You're not the hurting kind
She says she loves you
And you know that can't be bad
Yes, she loves you
And you know you should be glad, ooh
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah
And with a love like that
You know you should be glad
You know it's up to you
I think it's only fair
Pride can hurt you too
Apologize to her
Because she loves you
And you know that can't be bad
Yes, she loves you
And you know you should be glad, ooh
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah
With a love like that
You know you should be glad
With a love like that
You know you should be glad
With a love like that
You know you should be glad
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
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[13 Jun 2005|12:49am] |
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ok. umm today was like wat you say. ha. went to the mall. got my bro stuff. then to academy. got a new wallet and a new hat. mm fun. went to a bar and played pool. fun. fuck this entry.
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| long time eh |
[12 Jun 2005|09:32am] |
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lets see friday i fell asleep at 8 o clock mmmmmm yummmy. saturday i had to work so i worked came home did nuthin for awhile then went to wal mart and got me a labler heehee and then i got 2 pairs of pants with holes oh emm gee lol A&F lol after that i went to my brothers and spent the night cause to day is his birthday yea exciting. bye
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| u got one shot one oppurtunity |
[10 Jun 2005|01:25am] |
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yea i watched 8mile tonight. i updated the "about me" section. it=your face. ive been superb today. i like being happy. try and fuck it up ill cut your face. ummm ok to my day. woke up at like 12 or some shit idk. anyway i didnt do shit all day except put like a bajillion on my myspace. check em out im hot. j/k. anyway i went to the skateparks and rode like WHAT forever (not really id still be there silly) anyway josh maximum came there and rode and the i visited that one girl who was it o yea kayla she has her nose pierced she SHOULD TAKE IT OUT. she is getto she'll pull a gat out on yo ass. anyway got home ive eaten 4 chicken legs and thats with thighs attached i wonder y im fat lol. I LOVE FOOD. anyway im here now but i did find this
http://www.circuitcity.com/ssm/Centrios-Zinc-Alloy-Milk-Frother-631-8382-/sem/rpsm/oid/100528/rpem/ccd/productDetail.do
im pretty sure itll make all my problems vanish except the problem of me being allergic to milk and haveing the poo's when i drink it. :D have a wonderful day cause i am. :D.
p.s. I KNOW YOU DONT WANT ME SAD SO LEAVE ME COMMENTS. :D
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[09 Jun 2005|01:44am] |
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im so effin bored nuthin happened today except cut grass and took pics bahhhhhhhim goin now bye.
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| damn it!!! |
[08 Jun 2005|01:17am] |
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today was good keyword was. see i woke up and thought fuck a shower i wanna be dirty so i put on all the clths i had on yesterday even same socks and underwear and i got on the comp then nick and jennifer came over to get her a camera well i did some hXc dancing lol told my mom i was goin rideing packed up and left to meet alex from ocean springs at cross roads to ride we rode till 9 took him home then came home. i got on the comp but no one was on so i watched internal sunshine for the spotless mind. wrong fucking mistake. wtf is so comedical about that movie? i dont see anything. maybe its just my personality or the moods im in. i wish they had some eraser thing in real life i want it done. i wanna forget the past 2 years of my life. i hate it. im all sad again thanks to that movie. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. yea fuck everything and everyone. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
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| omgolly |
[07 Jun 2005|01:50am] |
yep a quiz. stole it from lauren. im kinda happier today. played guitar with nick. fun. nicks mom gave me a badass camera a canon ae-1 saaawwwweeeeetttttt. lol. bue anyway i got pics of it and the accesories i got with it. mmm nice. anyway im goin to bed im tired bye bye.
( my new camera )
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[06 Jun 2005|12:44am] |
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ok todays been a lil better. i still feel the same. it sucks. but i did crap today so it made my mind not be on stuff. church was umm ok i guess its different getting used to again. i had a screaming fit today. imagine that. me and josh went to hatties burg. aka hub city. were the hcds. hubcity death squad. Hxc dance group. were makeing fun of the ccds(crecent city death squad). lol. well the park was super fun. i didnt think it would be. i was way wrong. i got awesome pics of everyone rideing. YAY. my cam works good. woot. well im alone now and it sucks lol. im goin to play guitar now. bye bye. <3<3<3
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[05 Jun 2005|12:06am] |
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today was ultra super mega not good. seriously you dont even know. i cant talk about why but it sucked. i did make 40 dollars today tho which was ok. umm im tired of sadness again.im like really depressed right now tho and it does suuucccckkk majorness. im goin to church tomorow first time in awhile.i hope i find something there. i love you guys. bye bye<3
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| durka durka stan |
[31 May 2005|11:37pm] |
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life sucks. short entry. today suckes. im sad. sadder tomorow probably. o well. forget you. i wanna be happy. bye bye.
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| freedom cost a buck o five |
[30 May 2005|11:52pm] |
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well holy crap im home batman. im so happy im home. with my computer. ok friday doug and shadow met me at dougs and after i killed his ramp (litterally) we headed to mobile where we met up with mr stephen hurns and rode in a parking lot for id say close to 2-3 hours eric also showed up fun. after that we went and ate some grubage from checkers. mmmm. well it was damn tasty except for the talk of shitting habbits from everyone. lol. after that we went back to stephens and had sex i mean chilled out. went to bed. woke up today is saterday. day of comp. josh shows up and i ride with him and mary 2 great ppl. hardees sucks major balls. wen we arive in montgomery uhh im tired still lol. well anyway i ride ok kinda i guess. comp comes and goes i got 1st in intermediate. w/e. YES. lol. i got 10 dollas and 2 tired. then i was forced by the legend dave white to enter the long jump and high bunnyhop comp. i suck at jumping far lol. i got 2nd in the bunnyhop contest. i am so proud of that. anyway we head towards birmingham. we get there and get unpacked and go eat at davids aunty's mm good except im super shy when i eat and dont eat in front of ppl so i ate 1 hamburger not enough. lol. after that we go to town and get drinkage and a video. team america get it and watch it. so so so so good. durka durka stan. everyone goes to sleep. im alone. lol. sunday we go to church. lots of flags i mean lots of them. david makes us come to the front saying how much it ment and i get to crying alittle bit but hold most of it back. david is one of the greatest humans ever. i love him so much. awesome person. emotional time. anyway after church we went to the china cafe good and free thanks to the preacher guy. thanks. after that we go to davids g/f house. o my gosh. they are so flippin rich. after that we go to the wall skatepark i didnt do crap there my head hurt so so so so bad. after that we go back to his g/f's and watch team america again did i say they have a theatre type dealio. lol. nice house. her bro has a camera only nbc has. wow. anyway we go to gas station get a snack and drink and head to davids no one gets to bed b4 4 i was up till 5 i think listening to music. mmmmmmmmmmmm. conor=sex. lol. next day = monday we wake up watch jackass the movie and we head to mcdonalds and then back to the apartment get packed and go to his moms to eat. thanks. at 4 oclock we head home i drove for an hour maybe and i fell asleep about 3 times i ran onto the noise maker things onece yikes anyway we made it to mobile at 730 and i came home. well thats my trip it was so fun. i wanna thank everyone that fed and or sheltered us while we were on it. thanks. lol. well ill be back to my normal whiny self tomorow. bye bye bye.
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[27 May 2005|12:43am] |
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ok. i got a memory card for my camera. i can take a bajillion pics now. 274 actually. alot tho. i like pictures. i like you. yes you who is reading this. your cute. hot maybe. shit id go as far to say beautiful. uhh... well your cute. maybe one day we/ll fall in love. lets go play pool. so anyway me and nick went to the thrift store and the guitar shop. i got a super awesome sweater vest. NO you cant have it. fuck you. im sorry. i get carried away. well anyway i want an acoustic electric. it makes me happy. lol. umm lets see i drove non stop for 2 1/2 hours today for my bro. ugh. well i got my report card. 2 f's but averaged in with the other nine weeks grades i passed barely but i passsed. score. contest this weekend. YES. so much fun. im tired. my sweater will kik your ass. yea its that tough. still havent packed. im lazy. damn computer its your fault. well cutie im goin to get off here and smock crack err i mean pack yea i meant pack. lol. bye bye<3<3.
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[26 May 2005|12:24am] |
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my head hurts. it does kinda bad. like a migrane. owww. i need to pack. pensacola tomorow. mobile friday. montgomery saturday. birmingham sunday. home monday. im a busy balla. lol. umm life sucks so you know. if yours dont it should for a minute to know wat mine is. reprt cards should come b4 long. ill know wat sucky lives are all about then huh? yea i will. itll suck. ballsack. anyway. i cant be a player no matter how hard i try. im to emotional with girls. ill always be the brother not the b/f. sucks. any incest girls out there? j/k. anyway i saw one of the most beautiful girls ever tonight at the mall. way way way out of my league. didnt even speak to her. im pitiful. really i am. im a sad sad kid. in a sad worl. filled with hipocrites. like me. o well. were all doomed. doomed to a life full of hate. rage. hippocrosy(s/p?). sadness. and anger. emotions. sad sad teens with no control over life. going downs a desolate road in the middle of nowhere. we all suck. i suck i know this. my life sucks mega. itll suck mega super when that report card comes. im fucked. lifes fucked. im fucked. i dont want a fuck buddy. i want a g/f. im needy jen said. shes smart. im not. i did fail a couple things. im a looooosa. lol. im really scared. wat will happen when my parents see my grades. im dead. im scared. i wnat to be no worried about it and have a great g/f not a hot hot one just somone thats great.this may very well be my very last entry for a very long time because my grades. uh oh. i love you guys. bye. leave me comments. my head hurts.
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lets see i woke up to the phone ringing i have no idea who it was it rang for like 5 minutes gawd dumb ppl anyway.so i went and layed in my moms bed were it was quiet from the ring. i got awoken by my dad wanting me to drive him back to work so i could keep the truck and clean it. we meaning me and goofy went to the richard(?) pavilion were theres a show at on june 3rd. i got mcdonalds mmmm make me fat. uhh after that i came home and chilled and then had to wash the car. after that i went to lances b/day party and saw him. im going to miss him when he moves. hung out there for awhile. came home and became sad. i hate it. ive figured out i really need to forget my emotions for girls i alwaya get hurt i need to be a player type person so i dont get hurt you know never really care about a girl just think about her looks. i really cant do that. i have to like them it sucks i always get hurt. ahhhhh. im tired and i have a really bad headache so im going to go fall asleep. mmm sleep. make me fat.<3
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| thou jesus though christ |
[24 May 2005|02:24am] |
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ok 3 days here it is
saturday: ok saturday i had work u know to make dat chedda lol. after work i went to the mall with umm david and nick and looked some new kiks. lol. went and saw joey heh uhh foster was a prick to me???? lets see uhh not much happened saturday.
sunday: sunday hmm lets see uhh not shit i can remember. my dad got new tires on the car. after that me and nick and david went to the mall to get me shoes. so i got new shoes. went to see foster but not working so i talked to the blonde mullet guy idk his name? umm after that went to see joey he was a prickish mood? umm after that i went rideing fun fun fun. i left 30 dollar gloves in biloxi wen i was rideing. after that we went to drop nick off at the movies and we went to crossroads for umm skateing and rideing. after that we went and saw cassandra at wendys heehee<3 and after that i went home and my dad drove me to biloxi to get my gloves.
monday- got up early and painted my bike. bright green. mmmmm. nice. also i got me a haircut. heehee i love it. it could be better once the bangs get longer but only the bangs. after all that i went rideing with david and ashley i think her name is called she wants to start an emo band and david told her about me. omg an emo band for alex its ma dream baby. umm that would so tickle me. umm lets see not much else happened except picks of my hair. I also think i may go to church thursday but uhh im so not sure. bye<3<3<3
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you say you like me then dont say shit. wtf am i not scene now is that it? i was thinking tonight about this emo and hardcore scene shit. i wore girl pants and tight shirts and EVERYONE called me fag. wtf. next year i guarentee little posuer asswholes get away with wearing this shit. this summer it will explode into something its not mtv and and the warped tour will exploit bands that claim emoness or there hardcore but there not theyll take these to things and do the same thing to it as they did to punk ruin it. completely ruin it. stupid multi million dollar corperations ruining something pure. little poseur asshole kids thinking there cool cause there into new music well guess wat its been around longer than fuckin TBS or fuckin hawthorn heights so fuck you little fagget kids helping hot topics ass out by buying there shit fuck mtv and fuckin warped tour. fuck bands that exploit this shit too fuck blink 182 and fuck everything about this shit. fuck this fuckin scene shit im through. im done dressing like this. fuck it. fuck me. fuck them. im alex and i am a sad kid but fuck dressing like that. fuck mtv.
ok on to my day. i rode with doug all day lol pretty much. im in the process of trying damn tailwhips hard as hell. i was wanting to write alot more of the above but im tired and im going to bed ill do more tomorow day instead of night lol. peace.
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hello all how are you? im doing umm ok i guess. not good or bad. lifes ok now. to bad my grades are fucked and life (or me) will be fucked. o well. umm lets see yesterday not much just went to skatepark and rode. fun fun fun. today i went to ocean springs and rode with doug fun again. umm not much has been happening i dont feel like typing so bye.
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ok lets see i had to help my dad with my moms car today we have to order a switch for the air conditioner finally. umm not to much happened to day but alot did if that makes since. i rode alot compared to wat i have been doing today i did my first opposite fufanue to 270 out and also my first 180 down 4 stairs also did a 360 and then tried again and ate it. oww. lol. umm lets see i went to get my small track jacket but they sold out of them. :-( i had to get my dad sandlas lol. umm we went to hot topic and talked to foster. kids funny. umm we wen tot beebop to see joey but it was closeing and joey wasnt working. umm lets see i like rideing bike and also takeing pictures. i met a girl i like. hush hush. i am now sleepy so ill talk to yall later. peace.
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well lets see i had the worst day of working ever ugh i only worked 3 hrs so no were the 80 dollers i was expecing but owell. i thought about "the thing" again it makes me sad. umm yea ive been sad alot again. ive figured out that my previous statement of me not wanting a g/f is false i want one alot. i need to be needed and to be loved. o well itll never happen. umm nick told me that i am lonely and feel unappreciated :/ kid surprises me sometimes. hmm so yea im lonely and feel unloved lol imagine that. well back to today after work i came home and got on my trusty buddy the computer. about 5 oclockk i went and picked up joeseph pain and we went to the mall so we gots there and i got 4 polos a pair of shorts and a free shirt that says livin large(yea defintly free) so now i want a yellow polo and a white polo and the shirt that reads "youve been a naughty girl get in my bed" lol NICE. hmm my polos are pimping i got a pink one and a bright blue one and a blue striped one and a green one. umm hmm me and joeseph then preceded to the oasis to hang out and there we saw mark,chris,seth and jmac. fun fun fun. i am now grounded from driveing cause i got home 20 mins past cerfew it wont last tho. lol. heehee. well im going to go pout now. peace.
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lets see today hmm today was ok i guess. i got up and went to school o joy helped out in theatre alittle since we have no exam. next was mrs. west ummi think i did ok but i dont think i passed her. gulp. the other 2 classes i passed woohoo. umm afterschool got out at 1230 i went and rode bike mm nice havent rode in a week or 2. after that me and nick went to the mall and i went off on him because he kept annoying me and talking uber loud and i was in a bad mood and then to girls were like you guys are gay aww your cute and nick like always had to open his mout screaming o year were homos and i got pissed end of story. well after that i came home and got online. even knowing that im passing all but one class im not happy. i do know why but im not saying. ppl with half a brain(even damaged ones nick and david) should be able to figure it out. o well i wish i wasnt sad. also in this turning point in life im not sure wat to do about anything im so confused and scared. well im tired as hell so ill let you all go. bye bye bye<3<3<3
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i am so fuckin screwed. i swear to god i am. i may have failed 3 classes. well ill prob pass them avaraged with last nine weeks. except englsih i dont think theres a chance. now my parents think im going to fail because i wont get that attendace waiver pass thing and my dads already yelling at me and threatning me that im grounded all summer and im going to summer school and i gotta pay for it. wtf. can u say overreacting seeing as how i can just take it next year seeing as how i have an early release so no big deal. o well i just hope i only fail english. well i hope i dont fail it even. idk wat im going to do. seriously theyll kill me or something. im scared. also i dont want it to be summer cause im leaving everyone b4 i can become friends with alot of ppl. and also i dont want to be a senior next year at all. im so scared of everything. someone please help me. i dont want it to be summer i wont ever see anyone. i could take being grounded with school year but i mean its fuckin summer i will see no one. FUCK. im FUCKED. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. my summer is completly fuckin screwed over. o joy. o joy. o joy. fuck. well im going to go to sleep early tonight to not have to think about all this. im so scared. some ppl dont talk to me anymore and it makes me sadder o joy. i made them probably. im a bitch ass hoe. bye im going to go cry.
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well howdy there umm not shit went on today except note and slide show in switzers went to cullifers and took half my exam did ok i guess maybe ill pass woohoo umm theatre not sure if im in or not w/e ill take pe i dont give a fuck now umm mrs west i think i may(MAY) pass it i really hope i do my parents will fuckin kill my ass if i dont umm lets see wat else umm my shirt is pimping lol i killed andrew today dumb fagget is stoopid mother fucker ill fuck him up. umm lets see mrs qeavas(h/e you spell it) came and was going to search everyone for cell phones but the kid gave up so everyone didnt have to lose there i wouldnt of gave it up umm she was like wats your shirt mean im like umm fishing? she was like o ok lol dumb dumb dumb. after school i came home and went to my bros for awhile than i came back and thats my night. peace
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lets see school makes me sick cause of me failing omg wat was i thinking omg omg and then mom and dad tonight worried about me loseing credit for days ha there like we would like to see one of our boys walk out and get a diploma(my bro didnt graduate at the right time) shit shit that wat i feellike. well other than grades schools awesome now i dont fress umm how you say like a homo. w/e tho im not in theatre next year which is fine ima have to take english over and im takeing gym maybe who knows . well wfter school me and nick went to mall and i got a new shirt and a new track jacket yippee its orange and its love lol. well anyway nicks one of the most fucking hyper confused kid ive met omg lol. but umm yea w/e im bout to go to bed now i think i made a good grade on the first part of the exit test things in geometry now only if i can do it on my exams ill be fuckin awesome and not fail math and do the same thing in marine sci and all in all i wont fail anything besides english and uhh yea my parents no i hated mrs west bitch ass. love my pepps lol bye bye.
p.s. im finally not a whiny bitch im kinda happy and i love it. now if i could only get a g/f id be set. so uhh call me ladies.
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ok so ill put lyrics down there. ok so today i went to school with a new look or as some ppl thought a new me? which i do have a kinda new outlook on life but im not a diff person. seriously all these kids treated me today as tho they never treated me bad in there life wtf im not mad about ppl being nice to me but it is kinda fucktarded how it changed cause a simple change in clothes stereotypical mother fuckers. ppl made fun of me now im makeing fun of ppl with them and others stick up for me when last week they treated me the same way? im confused y ppl are so centered around social statuses or wat you wear or w/e it is they care so much about. im a hippocrite in this aspect. sorry. ahh im so uhh w/e you call it a stereotyper o my that kid is blah eww cant be friends with him haha but then i whine when ppl do it to me or others. im a looser. but anyway i also stood up for myself today for once i told that freak wats up lol and he backed off cause everyone knows im a badass. lol. umm fuck if i know wat else to talk about. o im failing 3 classes one i cant pass o shit. 2 i may pass. but i wont cause i suck. damn. umm well i guess im going to go now so uhh yea peace niggas. o im going to mall tomorow.<3<3<3
Three important rules for breaking up
Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to
Prolonging the situation only makes it worse
Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly
Don't make a big production
Don't make up an elaborate story
This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene
If you wanna date other people say so
Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected
Even if you've gone together for only a short time,
And haven't been too serious,
There's still a feeling of rejection
When someone says she preferres the company of others
To your exclusive company,
But if you're honest, and direct,
And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news,
The boy will respect you for your frankness,
And honestly he'll apeciate the kind of straight foward manner
In which you told him your decision
Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends
I'm head of the class
'm popular
I'm a quarter back
I'm popular
My mom says I'm a catch
I'm popular
I'm never last picked
I got a cheerleader chick
Being attractive is the most important thing there is
If you wanna catch the biggest fish in your pond
You have to be as attractive as possible
Make sure to keep your hair spotless and clean
Wash it at least every two weeks
Once every two weeks
And if you see Jonny football hero in the hall
Tell him he played a great game
Tell him you like his article in the newspaper
I'm the party star
I'm popular
I've got my own car
I'm popular
I'll never get caught
I'm popular
I make football bets
I'm a teachers pet.
I purpose we support a one month limit on going steady
I think It will keep you both more able to deal with weird situation
And get to know more people
I think if you're ready to go out with Jonny
Now's the time to tell him about your one month limit
He wont mind he'll apreciate your fresh look on dating
And once you've dated someone else you can date him again
I'm sure hell l did
Everyone will appreciate it
You so novel what a good idea
You can keep you time to your self
You don't need date insurance
You can go out with whoever you want to
Every boy, every boy, in the whole world could be yours
Iif you'll just listen to my plan
THE TEENAGE GUIDE TO POPULARITY
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hmm nuthin went on today except me think i really hate when i do that cause i only think negative things when i do its quite bull shit. umm lets see i saw my brother today hmm yea. lets see i cant really talk about wat i want in here cause some ppl read it lol. umm idk im bored as hell i do know that. i need something i dont know what. im sad now again. i wasnt for a few days but now i thought about stuff and im sad again. i hate this. maybe i should forget about it. im pittiful. schools almost over times running out. i shoulda worked harder now im failing uh oh umm its not my biggest concern tho. blah o well im going to bed now faggets.
bye
Am I dreamin, let me know
You tell me is it possible
That I could be the one to end her search for a man
And she could be my one to end my search for woman
No time to slack know
Act know
Ooh I'm about to crack know
I put my rap down, mack down
Ain't no turnin back now
I got this feelin that she feelin the same
About to end these feelin games
And just ask her her name--nelly
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so i was walking down the street when bam a car hits me... j/k. anyway my day has been ok i guees i know something that woulda made it better but anyway i went canoeing(spelling?) with my dad and his boss 10 fuggin miles omg im tired and im sunburnt like fuckin idk wat i hurt oww. when i got home me and nick and lauren were sposed to go to the thrift store guess who was the only one that went if you guessed me you are right. i love being places by myself im such a secure person(NOTE THE SARCASM). well anyway i got a new pair of pants woohoo and they fit normally omg. im going back to the old me b4 i moved. no more girl pants. im not scene no more its rediculous. call me wat you want cause ill kik your ass. but anyway im going to be alex again. umm also i went to the mall and went to american eagle to get flip flops woohoo so nice lol. well after i went to the mall i went to see my bro at his new g/f's? house talked with him for a minute than came home i stopped at kangaroo on my way home and saw sean and his nose was broken mmm yummy. anyway wen i got home i put stuff on my burn oww and now im talking to my good buddy j/t i havent talked to him in forever lol. well im going to go to bed now. ttyl. bye
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hmm today was ok i made a 94 on my english test and i think i did half way well on my math and marine sci. one. other than that nuthing happened in school. umm crap uhh after school i went to nicks to hang with him, lauren, and sam but sam had to leave so it was the 3 of us and nick was emo i feel for him and lauren took a nap hmm no one to talk to. well me nick and lauren went to my house for them to eat and chill b4 show and i became all emo for the first time today then david came to pick us up and b4 we made it to school i got emo again and got out and walked by myself than lauren got out to walk with me(aww) lol but it was fixed and we went to show and i got yelled at 827-8567480720- times for talking and then another 6827695760 times for makeing fun of ppl lol. after that me, lauren, nick, and david all went to wal mart(o yea were cool) but nick and lauren go thair dye but they didnt do it. umm after that we took everyone home. im such a negative person i hate it i just sit around and look for something to pick out and be sad about theres no reason for it i should look at wat i have and be so happy but no i look at wat i have and be happy then pick out wat could go wrong and be sad ugh im an idiot. love you all im going to sleep.
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wow my head hurts immensly bad fuck fuck. umm well i had to get a waiver signed so i dont get no credit for english and umm my head hurts. umm i have 3 test tomorow didnt study any ugh im failing 2 classes one i could pass umm theatre is so fun everyone should be in it. i wish i could be on cast instead of crew idk if i can tho. mrs west is nicer to me anymore yay lol umm went to nicks to play geetar and lauren called and needed a ride so we went to get her and take her home than she came back with us to his house and hung out for awhile b4 the play and then went there i only had to do spotlight lol umm nick was super good. good job. umm after that me nick, lauren and mar were all sposed to go to kmart but nick and mark left us so we went and played for a second then to mcdonalds and then took her home. im no longer so :( cause yea o well peace my fool kids brother w/e. BYE
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ok today today today. first off it was a awesome and horrible day. well i didnt have school cause i got to go on a field trip woohoo it was nice and fun i hung out by myself most of the time looking at the different sea animals and frogs o boy i love frogs lol and they had cute sea otters awwww lol. imax than i sat by lauren and we were trying to catch plants (didnt work out) than we came home and she sat and listened to music(excellent taste). than i came home to (this is the hrrible part) me not getting credit for english maybe cause ive missed so much o well itll work out but im failing geometry and my dad informed me im grounded all summer if i fail anything FUCK. well after that i had to mow grass and then i went to nicks and played guitar. than went and picked lauren up and went back to nicks and messed around the whole night talking about ppl lol well me and nick were lauren informed us we arent nice for doing that. lol woopsy doo. well after nicks i took her home and then came home and here i am now writeing this. now there is something that is bothering me horribly bad but i cant speak it here only nick knows wat it is but i need to forget it it will never happen in a million years. im going to go to bed here in a few and listen to the best band...bright eyes.
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